so the method has to be autonomous

no i haven't really read anything

propensity within someone

what do you mean

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

no longer writing in the third person

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

we can only engage in such a way

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i want to do that too

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

is this you as well

Lift Analysis

what do you think my name is

13, H, grate


feel you

ion

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

plato

all that is to say