Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

you cannot feed someone truth

lol yea

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Put a blanket."

It Will Get Lighter

that looks like my instagram account

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

or never left

send your tumblr

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

much more tactility

magnetisation/form

It Will Get Lighter

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like first name

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

its good