its good short few pages

I am below everything.

currently

It Will Get Lighter

"Put a blanket."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

It Will Get Lighter

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Today I felt like starting

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

part of an old note. It will get lighter.