Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Today I felt like starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Lift Analysis

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

no longer writing in the third person


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Better Lift

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so the method has to be autonomous

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

much more tactility

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

so at the end

hiding from the rain

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life