okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

much more tactility

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

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it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

all that is to say

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

not so on: yvf(wthw)

sorry i am texting like a slav

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

and the fake qualifier

It Will Get Lighter

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.


Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

your feed looks like my tumblr

not their contents

was it worth it

plato

so an active mazelike process