the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
lol yea
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
its good
is this you as well
its good short few pages
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
send your tumblr
fw
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i want to do that too
isaac
i was tempted to lie about my name
division of reality is straying away from it
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
plato
autonomy of learning
what do you think my name is
i love it here
i understand
so an active mazelike process
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people