with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

so the method has to be autonomous

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

division of reality is straying away from it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

much more tactility

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

December 2025

god being the centre magnet

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

yeah

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

not their contents

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

was it worth it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i understand

i want to do that too