We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

autonomy of learning

you cannot feed someone truth

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

no like which do people call me

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

is this you as well

you have a beautiful account btw

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

as in

currently

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Slug

so an active mazelike process

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

abrar?

Style

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

December 2025

It Will Get Lighter

this will be about a slug

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf