nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

bro i read nothing in my life

no i haven't really read anything

isaac

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i want to do that too

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

bro i read nothing in my life

no like which do people call me

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

and the fake qualifier

its good

was it worth it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

and the fake qualifier

lol

whats your name?

Thank you, Jack

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

ahnaf abrar

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

idk

13, H, grate

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

like magnets

like first name

currently

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

you have a beautiful account btw

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yes