there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good

wait what is that

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its good

sorry i am texting like a slav

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

no i haven't really read anything

ion

propensity within someone

like first name

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

magnetisation/form

not their contents

bro i read nothing in my life

you cannot feed someone truth

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

all that is to say

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Slug

so the method has to be autonomous

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.