I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

but i respect your search

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Rain, starting