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The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

i really havent

Better Lift

i want to do that too

abrar?

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

that looks like my instagram account

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Rain, starting

what do you think my name is

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

in a post. I want to be remembered

we need to be deconstructing our identities

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

like magnets

yeah

send your tumblr

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

feel you

so the method has to be autonomous

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

whats your name?

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i have read not even 1 book

really i want the internet

isaac

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i understand

no i haven't really read anything