i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
it is hopeful
"Put a blanket."
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
isaac
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
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i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
yeah
idk
brb i will read and reply sincerely
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
feel you
plato
like first name
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
propensity within someone