the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
which magnetises chains of pins
its performative
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
not their contents
all that is to say
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
yes
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
Thank you, Jack
Can I see
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
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so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
division of reality is straying away from it
kind of mythopoesis
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59