Worse Lift

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

so the method has to be autonomous

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

autonomy of learning

Better Lift

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

no i haven't really read anything

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

ion

send link

its performative

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

...

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

hello reader,

i really havent

send your tumblr

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

i dont understand magnetisation

as in

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I Write Goodbye Letter