The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Lift Analysis
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
feel you
magnetises a pin
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
god being the centre magnet
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
barren land
all that is to say
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
Better Lift
i really havent
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it