is this you as well

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Rain, starting

I am below everything.


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

hiding from the rain

i have read not even 1 book

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

the site i am dreaming

its good short few pages

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

yeah

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people


much more tactility