the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
hiding from the rain
but really the thing should be autonomous
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
December 2025
kind of mythopoesis
i have read not even 1 book
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
so the method has to be autonomous
i understand
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
abrar?
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i see a website
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
division of reality is straying away from it
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
send your tumblr
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
we can only engage in such a way