have you read
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
as in
its performative
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
bro i read nothing in my life
i really havent
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
and the fake qualifier
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
it is hopeful
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
like first name
and the fake qualifier
propensity within someone
which magnetises chains of pins
ahnaf abrar
no like which do people call me
barren land
you cannot feed someone truth