no like which do people call me

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

no longer writing in the third person

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Better Lift

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

but really the thing should be autonomous

all that is to say

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

as in

"Put a blanket."

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

you have a beautiful account btw

Lift Analysis

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like first name

abrar?

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.