no like which do people call me
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Above and in
front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after dusk, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure
it out.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
It Will Get Lighter
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider
this the founding document of iw.gl
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
no longer writing in the third person
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i
probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable
in a way that was engaging to me
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create
within and also produce works from.
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
i dont understand magnetisation
