I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

Better Lift

yes

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

feel you

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"



was it worth it

i want to do that too

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Thank you, Jack

idk

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

barren land

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

bro i read nothing in my life

what do you think my name is

yeah

i was tempted to lie about my name

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

division of reality is straying away from it

abrar?

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

13, H, grate

IWGD

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class