with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i really havent

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I am below everything.

you have a beautiful account btw

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Today I felt like starting

It Will Get Lighter

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Picture

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

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isaac newton

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

much more tactility

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

ion

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

no i haven't really read anything

currently