no longer writing in the third person
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
hiding from the rain
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
you know who you are. no more time, not like
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. way too specific.Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Better Lift
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
not so on: yvf(wthw)
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Thank you, Jack
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
so the method has to be autonomous
division of reality is straying away from it
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
really i want the internet
but i respect your search
Today I felt like starting
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.