okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Rain, starting

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

but i respect your search

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

lol

i have read not even 1 book

fw

whats your name?

its good short few pages

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

we need to be deconstructing our identities

feel you

like first name

yeah

what do you think my name is

that looks like my instagram account

isaac newton

ahnaf abrar

its good

your feed looks like my tumblr

plato

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

was it worth it

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She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

not their contents

and the fake qualifier