the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

currently

Style

It's

dusk

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I am below everything.

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

in a post. I want to be remembered

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

But seriously, thank you, Jack

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

autonomy of learning

so the method has to be autonomous

division of reality is straying away from it

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

no longer writing in the third person

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls