okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

much more tactility

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

division of reality is straying away from it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so an active mazelike process

kind of mythopoesis

currently

propensity within someone

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

really i want the internet

ion

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

it is hopeful

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.