lol yea

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

magnetisation/form

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

propensity within someone

autonomy of learning

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

It Will Get Lighter


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Better Lift

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Style

it is hopeful

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46