so the method has to be autonomous
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at
websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to
browse
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just
their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them
in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's
using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their
voices are betraying them.
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There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
IWGD
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life,
either by
social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions.
The inability to speak in
front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might
love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or
anxiety about
intimacy. Forest and
snow – The transition to
a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition,
and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets,
or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things
left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase,
or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.