but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


it is hopeful

IWGD

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

no longer writing in the third person

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08