bro i read nothing in my life

propensity within someone

hiding from the rain

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

division of reality is straying away from it

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her. I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a comment about having never seen someone like him before.

as in

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

magnetises a pin

"Put a blanket."

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

no i haven't really read anything

god being the centre magnet

have you read

Slug

plato

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i really havent

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i was tempted to lie about my name

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.