no longer writing in the third person

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

like first name

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

so the method has to be autonomous

so an active mazelike process

Rain, starting

barren land

Better Lift

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

or never left

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

yeah

all that is to say

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation