no longer writing in the third person

i love it here

bro i read nothing in my life

i was tempted to lie about my name

and the fake qualifier

i really havent

what do you mean

isaac newton

was it worth it

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

what do you think my name is

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

like first name

is this you as well

like magnets

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good

its performative

division of reality is straying away from it

idk


god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its good

not their contents

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.