it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

no i haven't really read anything

its good

isaac

as in

i dont understand magnetisation

plato

isaac newton

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

and the fake qualifier

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so the method has to be autonomous

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Better Lift

we need to be deconstructing our identities


This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Today I felt like starting

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

god being the centre magnet

yeah

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

thank you

autonomy of learning

no like which do people call me

plato

propensity within someone

magnetisation/form