the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Rain, starting

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

no longer writing in the third person

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so an active mazelike process

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Better Lift

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

13, H, grate

as in

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

you cannot feed someone truth

1

It Will Get Lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

lol