i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

we can only engage in such a way

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

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I Write Goodbye Letter

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything


and the fake qualifier

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them



ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

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hello reader,

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet


and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

its performative

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:


yeah