and the fake qualifier

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

i really havent

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

wait what is that

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.


okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

you cannot feed someone truth

not so on: yvf(wthw)

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

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idk

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i really havent

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