think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

division of reality is straying away from it

feel you

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

plato

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Style

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like magnets

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i dont understand magnetisation

autonomy of learning

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okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ahnaf abrar

i love it here

you have a beautiful account btw

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

its performative

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them