we need to be deconstructing our identities

its good

god being the centre magnet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i want to do that too

what do you mean

ahnaf abrar

idk


currently

magnetises a pin


yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

division of reality is straying away from it

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

whats your name?

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

barren land

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

yeah

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

propensity within someone

hiding from the rain

Worse Lift

not their contents