I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i understand

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

we need to be deconstructing our identities

isaac

much more tactility

thank you

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

idk

ahnaf abrar

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

like first name

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

abrar?

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i love it here

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Today I felt like starting

you cannot feed someone truth

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

that looks like my instagram account

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

like magnets

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.