somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

yes

as in

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

you cannot feed someone truth

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

its performative

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

like magnets

so at the end

December 2025

the site i am dreaming

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

what do you mean

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

or never left

barren land

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Today I felt like starting

bro i read nothing in my life

yeah