something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i was tempted to lie about my name

plato

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

idk

we need to be deconstructing our identities

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Style

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i love it here

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.