to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

but i respect your search

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone truth

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I am below everything.

Lift Analysis

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

god being the centre magnet

like first name

which magnetises chains of pins

is everyoneback on tumblr now

the site i am dreaming

lol

that looks like my instagram account


as in

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things