a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It Will Get Lighter

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Rain, starting

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

you cannot feed someone truth

what do you mean

sorry i am texting like a slav

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

its good short few pages

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Worse Lift

plato

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

autonomy of learning

your feed looks like my tumblr

so the method has to be autonomous

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

no like which do people call me

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

magnetises a pin

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

feel you

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.