I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

yes

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

so at the end

division of reality is straying away from it

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

as in

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Worse Lift

I am below everything.

It Will Get Lighter

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Better Lift

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


Better Lift

in a post. I want to be remembered

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Rain, starting