theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

It's

dusk

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

we need to be deconstructing our identities

and the fake qualifier

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

kind of mythopoesis

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Worse Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

autonomy of learning

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

what do you mean

...

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

all that is to say

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03