Rain, starting

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

is this you as well

ahnaf abrar

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

bro i read nothing in my life


and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

autonomy of learning

that looks like my instagram account

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

It Will Get Lighter

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

was it worth it

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

in a post. I want to be remembered



as in

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

IWGD

like magnets

like first name

no longer writing in the third person

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models