it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!



so an active mazelike process

we need to be deconstructing our identities

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

as in

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

all that is to say

1

it is hopeful

no longer writing in the third person

i love it here

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

no like which do people call me

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

which magnetises chains of pins

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i dont understand magnetisation

its good

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

god being the centre magnet

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

magnetisation/form

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything