part of an old note. It will get lighter.
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He
believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party,
shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really
challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or
baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or
whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a
pathetic "In a bit."
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
we need to be deconstructing our identities
It Will Get Lighter