the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

what do you mean

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

hiding from the rain

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

It Will Get Lighter

barren land

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

fw

i love it here

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

magnetisation/form

lol

i really havent

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and the fake qualifier

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books